i wrote this on may 29, 2008 and i still do exactly what i hoped to change

im never going to leave things unsaid.
i dont want sing myself silly with my thoughts when i could be passing by moments of honesty if only they were spoken.
deliberately i will live my life with full momentum.
straight on till morning, yes?
i hope you say yes.
why not dance underneath these stars? the weather is quite warm.
why dont we sit and talk? what have we to lose?
why cant love come without strings? i promise that puppeteering is not my thing.
why is it we stay at arms length when all we want to do is hug?
no one is waiting to destroy.
why is it moments seem so much grander if we share them?
i want to build up and never take down. i long to be silly without fear of formalities. i hope to see someone i care about and be able to show them that without hesitation. words are so often left unsaid.
its costing us our sanity at times.